SPM n our FREEDOM!!

wow!!Wat a shocked coincidence when i found out tat
SPM was on the 11th of November
which was oso the day v finish our exams!!!
WOOHOOOO!!!!!
FREEDOM FINALLY!!!!

but i feel wrong celebrating as the school year is almost over n frenz would not b seen 4 quite awhile
form 5/seniors going 2 continue their studies sumwhere else
mayb nvr 2 b seen
which is very sad
form 1 going 2 b form 2
form 2 going 2 b form 3
form 3 going 2 b form 4
n finally form 4 going 2 b form 5
the year has juz passed so quickly
nvr reli knowing wat v hav done...

so like i juz wan 2 wish all the form 5
GOOD LUCK!!!
n DUN 4GET ABT US WHEN U GET INTO A GOOD COLLEGE
JIA YOU!!!

SYED!!

SENI PAPER 2!!!!
TEACHER CAME IN LATE
CLASS WAS NOISY BCOZ OF THE MALAY STUDNETS N INDIAN STUDENTS
MOST OF THEM WHOM MADE THE NOISES WAS THE BOYZ!!!!!!!
WAS VERY NOISY
SO WAS THE 2nd CLASS
1 Gemilang
THE BABI SYED ROSLAN
CAME IN COVERED WIT SWEAT
N STOOD AT THE DOOR WAY
SHOUTING AT US 4 BEING NOISY
ALL OF US WERE FORCED 2 STAND IN FRONT OF THE BLACKBOARD
HE WENT 2 THE 2nd CLASS AS THEY WERE NOISY TOO
THEY PULAK STOOD BEHIND
THEN V WERE ALL LIKE ALMOST STANDING IN FRONT 2 EACH OTHER..
HE ASKED 1 OF THE MALAY STUDENT FROM MY CLASS 2 RUN DOWN 2 THE TOILET N TAKE A HOSE
SO V WERE LIKE WONDERING
Y DOES HE NID A HOSE
WHEN THE STUDENT CAME BAC
V KNEW WAT HE WAS GOING 2 DO..
HE FOLDED THE HOSE INTO HALF
GRABBED THE END OF HOSE TIGHTLY
N HE QUICKLY
RAN TOWARDS OUR CLASS BOYZ..
N JUZ FINISHED CANNING 40 STUDENTS FROM THE 1st CLASS(INCLUDING THE GALZ)
HE DIDN'T C WHERE HE WAS CANNING SO LIKE MOST OF US KENA TWICE
WTF!!!
THEN HE WENT BEHIND PULAK
HE CANNED THE 2nd CLASS
THEY WERE ALL WEAK
1 CANE OSO SHOUTED EDI..@@
UNLIKE US VERY TOUGH....@@
HE FINISHED N THEN ASKED ALL THE STUDENTS 2 GO BAC 2 THEIR CLASSES N SEATS..
AFTER HE LEFT
THE TEACHER TAT WAS IN CHARGE OF OUR CLASS WAS WAITING AT THE DOOR
SHIT MAN..
FUCKING TEACHER LAR!!!

AFTER TAT SHE ASKED US Y KEAN ROTAN
THEN ALL THE CHINESE GALZ SAID THEY ALL LAR THEY ALL LAR!!
POINTING FINGER HERE N THERE
LIKE POLITICIANS A BIT
HEHEHE...

WHEN EVERYBODY WAS GOING BAC!!
ALL FORM 1 SAID BABI SYED N BABI ROSLAN
HE BITCH LAR
HE FUCKER LAR
WATEVA LAR!!
...................................END OF DAY..................................

history!!

b4:
haih..
so sad 2 day
tis post juz 2 complain crap oni lar..
reli regret waking up at 11a.m 2day
i mean it is ok if i slept late n woke up at tat time
but instead i slept at 11 yesterday n woke up at 11 2day
haih...
wat a very sad day 2 start
n even worse
i actually woke up at 7 2day morning
n i went down juz i thought of reading my history
but i didn't
i went down n took the broadband n i came bac upstairs n slept again
haih...
very sad lar...


actually all my fault lar...
i shouldn't hav been fooling around
i should b very careful not 2 sleep bac..
now i feel so so so bad...
haiz..

n i started studying at i think around 11.20a.m
i think so lar..
tat is very late rite.
haihz..
y am i such a piggy!!!

i already noe tat 2moro is history n i nvr read a single thing oso
wuwuwu...
so sad lar..
y i stil wanna sleep
i shouldn't hav slept
ARGHH!!!!!
SO FRUSTRATING!!!

11 chapters 2 b read....
11 chapters 2 memorise....
11 chapters 2 understand....

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz feel like die-ing rite now lar..
y did i sleep??

after:
tis is the day which i reli regret
i regret coz
when i studied sej
i think i didn't study properly
i was fooling around n letting my mind 2 wonder
now my sej i got from 90 drop down 2 48
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat am i gonna do!!
would i go 2 the 1st class next year coz i hav 2 go into the 1st class

Freedom!!

u might noe tat i am having my exams rite now...
well...
i finshed almost half a dozen papers edi
n now left 4 more
haih..
seriously wan freedom!!
y can't i hav freedom!!!
is freedom so hard 2 get
wat is there 2 get sum freedom!!
i'm like a bird trapped in a cage juz waiting 2 b free
waiting at the door
waitng 4 my master 2 juz get bored of me n free me...
eager 2 c the outside world
breath the fresh air
wanting 2 fly freely
spread my wings n fly happily


my life juz sucksss..
i noe i am juz 13 but i need 2 hav sum freedom
i can't b cooped up at home juz studying till go crazy...
i wanna go out 2 play!

exam routine like tis:
wake up at 5.40
study 4 10 minute
bath
go 2 school
hav exams
come bac from school
eat
watch tv 4 abit
bath
sis paksa me study or i study alone
bath
study again
study
study study til mayb 1 or so

n the whole thing starts over again the next day...
wow
my life does reli suck...
i had a very very very very very very very very very bad bad bad bad bad life







I
WANT
F-R-E-E-D-O-M

sum1..

v hav been calling each other sum names 4 quite awhle..
n i asked u if did u notice tat the way v call each other is
is
as if v were a couple
but at tat time v weren't a couple yet
but at tat day v actually bcame a couple
which i thought was the most happiest day of my 13 year old life..
v hav known each other 4 a very long time edi..
n u told me yr feelings on the 9th of October
which i still can rememeber clearly in my mind
at tis time..
tis moment
tis very second
i am juz missing u more n more
i wish tat v could b 2gether 4eva..
love u much.


-absence makes he heart grow fonder-

Exams!!!

tis post is juz 4 me 2 complain lar...
no read oso nv lai d...
exam has been going on 4 quite awhile edi..
till 2day already finish 6 papers...
got 5 more papers..
haiz...

so tired of having exams edi.
i cannot tahan edi
always not enough sleep 1..
juz feel like wanna die nia lor...
everyday muz wake up early 2 study at least study 4 10 or 20 minutes..
n then i always sleep at 1 or 2 in the morning
juz studying
then muz rush go take my bath..
haih...
reli reli cannot tahan...
skool oso i scared wan 2 sleep coz if i sleep through the whole time then no good orh...
bcome piggy nia...
haiyo...

sad lor...
no mood 2 take anymore other papers lar...
by the time the exams finish i will go crazy
or mayb even die lor...
now oso my hand n wrist hurts coz write too much..
hiaz..
4 sure my hand go cacat soon..

funny

ok..suppose 2 write tis long time o\ago actualy on tuesday lar
it was almost the end of our geo paper like 20 minutes++ lar
n there was tis teacher who came into class
her name is Pn Norjahan a.k.a Pn. Norjahat!!!
MUAHAHA!!!
MOST EVIL TEACHER IN SKOOL!!
I HATE TIS TEACHER!!!
ok..
tell u sumting wat she said lar...
she came into our class...
looked around
saw rubbish around the dustbin n the dustbin not full yet lor...
rubbish as in juz a piece of paper..
so from behind
she shouted SIAPA KETUA TINGKATAN?
then i raised up my hand lor
n she pulak cal out PENOLONG KETUA TINGKATAN??
or..so my fren stood lor
n she STUPIDLY N OSO EVILLY said 1 Terbilang ialah 1 Tong Sampah ke
n yalar...
kan 1 tongsampah mula dengan huruf t
n 1 T pun mula ngan t
so sesuai lar
masa perhimpunan kalo nak panggil 1 T
x payah panggil 1 Terbilang tp panggil 1 Tong Sampah!!!
wat kind teacher is tis lar..
so fucking stupid!!!
i reli wan her 2 go 2 hell le..

ok bac 2 the funny thing
there were sum students who wanted 2 go 2 the toilet
n tat BABI teacher say cannot
u wan 2 go 2 the toilet u hav 2 pass up yr papers n when u come bac cannot take bac edi
so like pity the students who wan 2 go 2 the toilet
coz they hav 2 tahan...
shit lar tis teacher
go toilet oso cannot lai d
lame 1...
wat u think v wanna do in the toilet
of course it is either Pee-Pee or Poo-Poo ma
toilet oso not nice smell
v go bcoz cannot tahan edi ma
acually according 2 wat i noe...
u oso always go 2 the toilet ma
tat is y the 2nd class students always call u 'CIRIT-BIRIT'
it is bcoz u go 2 the toilet 2 often..
n u tell us tat v go 2 the toilet too much
isn't tat very hypocrytical of u...
how can u as a teacher say like tat
wat kind of useless tecaher r u1..
lame 1..