studies!!!!

ok i think u all might noe how i am feeling rite now...
mayb u hav went through tis b4
n mayb u hav not but i hav a thousand times
hav yr parents ever asked u on who r u stduying 4??
well mine hav...
n when i am studying
either my lil bro or my elder sis will oso b there or in a nother corner of the room oso studying...
my mum will usually 'puji' them wit a smile on their face..
but in the other hand..
4 me pulak...
she'll check on me the last..
n juz keeping giving me a lecture on how well my siblings study..
so like in my head...
i was juz saying or sumtimes even scolding my mum...
i always say the same thing..
i will say..
aren't i studying rite now...
can't u c there r books covering my table...
n i'm studying rite now..
r u blind or wat..
wat am i 2 do 2 at least get yr attention...
i am always the outcast in the family coz my academics r not as good as my sports...
i'm a more 2 sports student either than a studious student..
i'm more active in sports than in studies so wat....
y can't my mum juz let it b..
it's my future,my life n i think tat i should at least get sum privacy..
it juz isn't fair 2 compare between siblings..
i already can notice tat all my other siblings r better than me in studies
but hav u noticed..
neither 1 of them has ever gotten a medal 4 sports..
they will oni get awards 4 their achievements...
in each family there is sure an outcast
n in my family tat outcast is me..
i'm the most unloved,uncared,most scolded n given more responsibilities than the rest...
do they think i am a stranger or a maod 2 them...
is tis called as caring parents(my mum tat is..)
i hav more than enough problems in my life..
i noe u hav them too but my is worst coz i am still a student
not having a permanent job not having an work experiences at all

bcoz of u mum my 13 years of life hav juz been miserable especially tis year when i am form 1..
i noe tat u r juz loking out 4 me n wanting me 2 b smart but..
can u juz let me study on how i wan 2 study..
every1 has ways of studying...
i can't juz follow yr way...
tis is me,my brain,my life,my exam n my studies..
so like pliz
i juz BEG u 2
LEAVE ME ALONE 4 ONCE N JUZ LET ME B!!
4GET TAT I AM HOME
4GET TAT I EVEN EXIST TILL THE END OF THE EXAMS!!!
I JUZ WAN 2 B ALONE N NOT 2 B DISTURB OR INTERUPTED!!!

emo!!!!

ok..
it's me here wit my crappy posts in my stupid blog....
actually wat is the meaning of the word "EMO"
is there like a group 4 tis..
should teenagers b separating each other according 2 their feelings....
wat can v do 2 prevent teenagers being "EMO"
izzit fair 2 teenagers who aren't "EMO"
2 the the ppl who noes me...
am i counted as an "EMO" person??
or am i juz pretending 2 b 1...
i was wondering...
2 where did the word "EMO" come from..
izzit the opposite meaning/name of ELMO the cartoon character...
wat does reli mean..
should v actually b "EMO"....
2 "EMO" ppl out there...
wat is the main reason u r "EMO"??
hav u ever thought bac wat good is there on us being "EMO"
y don't u who is reading my post rite now think if tat r u an "EMO" person...



JUZ THINK!!!!!!!

sick-er....

hey
who hav read my earlier post abt me sick..
well tat was not as bad as now...
i am 2x more sick-er than last time..
n like WTF!!!hav exams coming...
very unlucky me..T.T
hehehe...
nose all blocked..
tongue has red spots or bumps like tat..
coughing badly..
bad soar throat..
sneezing non-stop..
can't taste anything..
can't smell anything..
luckily no fever yet..
phew...
well juz hope tat would get well b4 skool starts again..
hehe...
pray 2 GOD!!!!

hari raya......

ok..here it goes...
on the 1st of October..
it's a big celebration 2 all Muslims as tis day is known as Hari Raya...
tis is the day when Muslim children buy new clothes n pay a visit 2 their relatives n frenz houses..
when frenz visit frenz houses no matter wat race or wat culture..
well talking abt races...
since i was raised up in almost like a Malay environment...
coz was in a Malay skool 4 6 years..n tat was my primary years...
kinda miz those years...
2day morning when i woke up..
i straight went 2 sms-ing..
4 an hour i was juz wishing all my Malay teachers n frenz...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
n every message i sent there was a reply...
so was like answering their messages 4 another hour..
it was non-stop messaging...
phew..was tired..
ok continue 2 wat i wrote juz now...
then in those messages...
it all contained invites 2 raya in their house...
but all i could reply them was....

'sorry tp xleh dtg sbb x de transport nak p rumah u n i ni skrg x kat nibong tebal'

it was so hard-breaking 4 me 2 say tat coz was like kinda missing them as it has been 10 months...
v haven't even met 1...
miz them so much..
especially my 3 A group..
3 A means..
A-Amila
A-Affani
A-Adelene

i think u might noticed it edi..tat my BFFL r all Malays..
n they r all celebrating Hari Raya...
i spent 6 years wit them through ups n downs..
no matter wat...
they were the best any1 could find...
i oso miz my teachers...
En.Halim(my skool's koku teacher)
En.Ridzuan(the disciplinary)
En.Ishak(my sivik teacher)
En.Shukri(juz a normal teacher but was a great 1...)
En.Hudzairi(former primary skool headmaster)
Pn.Hashimah(my class,BM n PE skool teacher)
Pn.Zaiton(my science teacher)
Pn.Asiah(my English teacher)
Pn.Hamidah(my BM tuition teacher)
Pn.Nora(skool's librarian)
they were all great teachers..
n most of them r still teaching in my primary skool..
miz them all so much
hope they r all well

well tat is the end 4 tis post..
but b4 tat...
wishing all Muslims
SELAMAT
HARI
RAYA
&
MAAF
ZAHIR
DAN
BATIN!!!!!!!!!!

sorry!!

hey,tis is 4 sum1 tat i thought i might hav hurt him..
i'm reli sorry coz of the call juz now...
didn't mean 2 do ,juz tat stephennie was pressing all the numbers...
i noe tat v were kinda of annoying n very childish..
i reli am sorry...
hope tat u will 4give me...
i'm reli reli sorry..
i'm so damn sorry
it's ok if u dun wan 2 4give but juz wan u 2 noe tat i am sincerely sorry.......
hope u enjoy yr holidays yea..


well tat's was abt it..
Nites ya'll...

juz 4 u...

u read my blog juz awhile ago..
n u noe tat it is already abt u...
u even wrote abt my post in yr blog
after reading yr post..
would u even wan me...
in MSN u oso told me tat u hav feelings 4 me tat started 2 months ago..
the oni thing i can think of is actualy nothing...
wat am i 2 do rite now...
but 2 wat i wrote in my earlier post "love"
it was actually all true...
n it was all from the bottom of my heart...
as i reli do love u..
n i will never wan 2 leave u...
eventhough if u even found sumbody else who u like more than u like me..
i will still wait 4 u...
i was thinking tat would v ever b happily 2gether
so would we?

u r everything 2 me

u r the air i breath

u r the strength in my body

u r the clothes i wear

n u r the live tat i life in

-the end-

farts....eww..

kk..tis like happened a few dayz ago..
it was a sunday evening..
tis was an incident tat happened among my siblings..
ok..
here it goes....
v juz came bac from shopping at Sunway Carnival Mall at Butterworth..
v reached home at about 3++ p.m
then my sis helped 2 unload the stuff b4 she went 2 study 4 her exams...
after tat she went 2 change her clothes 2 her home clothes...
then she straight went 2 a guest room 2 study...
she took all her books n went..
my lil bro followed her coz he has nothing 2 do..so juz follow follow nia lor..
hehe...
in tat room was my sis jacket...
my sis asked 4 her jacket from my lil bro coz it was near him oni..
n my lil bro took the jacket n farted at it n threw 2 my sis
.....
then......
i came into the room coz finished bathing oni n want 2 dry my hair...
so went 2 the room 2 take a small towel..
when i went my siblings were all laughing like crazy...
especially my sis..
so i ask y lor...
then they told me the story...
so guessed wat i did...
there was nothing else 2 do but laugh lar..
i laughed n laughed n laughed...till my stomach oso pain...
then i stayed in the room n played wit my lil bro
after tat my sis stood up..v thought tat she wanted 2 make coffee or wat lar..
but unfortunately..she wasn't heading 2wards the kitchen..
she was heading 2wards my lil bro n me....
she turned around n walked backwards....
v were thinking n thinking..
then suddenly v knew wat edi...
it was......
it was........
it was.........
it was..........
it was...........
her very very stinky fart!!!!!

then i let go n my bro oso let go..
i covered my nose wit a pillow n my lil bro covered his nose wit his hands...
but by the time v covered our noses it was already too late...
the stinky-ness had already went into our noses...
then my lil bro n me...
said 2gether "YEE!!STINKY LAR!!!"
hehe...
n i said..i didn't even do anything..
i'm guilty..
then my sis juz laughed n went bac 2 studying...

well tat abt ends my story..
hehe...

-the end-

p.s.
sek hong if u read tis post..try not 2 laugh like my sis yea...
control yrself..
hehe...