bored life!

haiz...
too bored at home
so blog..
but blog abt wat?
hmm...
blog abt my boredom..
let's c...
how 2 start arh....
okok
as the day goes on n on..
my brain is getting less intelligent
due 2 the lack of sleep n the things i've done everyday
holidayz hav been such a bore lately
always hav nothing 2 do
well mayb tat is wat u get from 2 working parents...
a boring life...
there is no time 2 b spent wit each other..
no time 2 hav laughs wit each other
no time 4 anything...
getting scolding everyday..
mum releasing anger on us juz 2 relieve her stress..
sumtimes i juz feel like killing myself...
wat am i suppose 2 do 2 impress u n yr frenzz..
i noe tat i amnot oved by u..
not once been cared by u
as i get older i wil feel more neglected
u can call me stupid or wateva when u r angry
but when i say i am stupid or wateva u call me
juz scold me again..
don't u think tat is juz lame..
my siblings hav all been in the spotlight in studies
but haven't reli noticed tat my curicular achievements hav been better than all of them
n i hav been on the stage more than the others hav...
izzit bcoz of their studies love them more than me..
don't u think it is very unfair...
u know wat!!
every time i c yr damn f***ing face
i juz feel like i wanna puke..
U PISS ME OFF U BITCH!!