everlasting cries!!

hav u seen any1 CRY till no words can b said 2 keep them from being happy?
Pouring of blood out of the body!
Punching of fists on walls!
Screeches of a human through a pillow!
Breaking of boards in a secluded place!
Shouts of HELP in a bottomless pit!
Glasses breaking n human shouting!
Sobs,cries n the pleading of a small girl who juz lost her parents..


dun care bout the intro!
was being kinda random..
due to sum reli bog probs in wit my mum..
it will seriously b a never ending fight between my mum n me!
well...
tis was how it went..
*Slam*
went the door
wit my mum,my maid,my lil bro n me myself all went 2 the car!
as she started the engine of the car!
i had felt a bad feeling of going 2 school 2day!
but i still did coz i knew tat i hav 2 go 2 school!!
the 1st think tat my mum asked was
"Phyn,so,how what book are you in now?"
n i was liked err...my books still very low lar!!
n my mum asked 4 all the books n se saw 1 by 1 on the way 2 school..
n i got a real good major scolding from her
n from then on,..
i juz felt tears rolling down my eyes
n my mum juz looked bac n me n she saw me wit tears
usually ppl would like ask y
but 4 her is like she scolded me even more!
so i was like
speechless the whole way through
finally v reached school
i tried controlling my tears so tat it would stop n it did
but unfortunately it didn't work till i reached my class
then i started crying again..
it was juz a miserable day 4 me!
then rite after school i went straight 2 the back room of my mum's clinic!
n juz hide in there n start my homework from then on..
till i started tis post...

i'm actually suppose 2 b sleeping rite now!
but i'm juz too pissed off..
so i thought tat i hav 2 write tis post 2 release at least sum of my anger...

p.s i wrote tis at 2:00 in the morning!!