crazy-ness

tis all happened in skool lar..
so no pic lor..hehe...
-Geo Folio-
ok 4 all MI form 1 students whose in 1 Terbilang class
u all might noe tat our Geo teacher gav us a folio 2 do..
n yesterday n 2day was the oni dayz v were allowed 2 send in our folios...
n the teacher never comes into class n she is always not around 2 b asked questions..
so like v had 2 "pandai pandai" do our folio lar..
hehe...
well,mayb tis u all duno lar..
but whom sent the folios yesterday would hav a better chance of having higher marks n whom sent 2day would hav lower marks..
do since i knew tat my Geo very cham 1..
i sent my folio yesterday..
but yesterday was a very special day as it was a crazy day 4 the chinese galz...
the 1st thing v said/even asked when v came 2 skool was..
did u do folio finish yet..
n guess wat all the answers were the same tat was NO!!
so v went bac 2 class n started doing folio like mad..
the skool day haven't even start n v r already pouring wit work..
luckily our Sej,Sivik,Computer n Maths teacher didn't even go into class although they came..
my frenz were all almost done but me coz i had a lot i hadn't done..
n i was rushing like mad...
so when my frenz like finished doing their folio n all..
they were kind enough 2 help me especially Lim Shu Yee n Yvonne Khoo Yee Wen...
they were the bomb..
they did more work then me in juz in an hour coz mayb they were oni doing the headings
hehe...
jkjk..
i was juz doing my work slowly..
haiz....
thanx 2 them i actually got my folio done n sent 2 the teacher in time..Phew...
wat a relieve..
hehe...


-glue n chalk-
2day morning when the assembly ended...
no teacher went into our class..
so v talked n talked n helped our frenz out wit their folio..
at tat moment i juz remembered tat i haven't take the buku pemantauan
so i asked 1 of my fren if can teman me go take lor..
when take edi go bac class
n then BM teacher came in...
the teacher went into class edi.
n tat was our beginning of the day..
hehe...
he gav work n all lar..
n when his period finished edi...
v all started talking again..
hehe...
n i juz remebered tat v took chalk juz now..
so i took 1 chalk n my fren who followed me poured sum water on the table
n v like drew all over the table lar...
when the water was like all white
then i took a spot pulak
i used my glue n put on the table..
n i did the same thing..
but tis time v added the white chalk water v did earler..
n quickly the glue also turned white...
so like it was so damn cool..
soon after tat i took a broken ruler n like spread the white glue everywhere..
i was a sight which cannot b forgettable coz when v spread it arh..
the glue almost like got thinner n thinner...
n my hand was like covered wit white glue..
n it bcame shiny abit
hehe...
so i went down 2 toilet 2 wash lor...
hehe...
came up v go play summore wit the glue..
hehe...
v made marble cakeusing the white glue,ruler n a pencil..
hehe..
damn fun..
i mean 4 me lar coz i played wit it most ma..
4 the others they said very geli ma..
so if geli ma geli 4 them lor..
hehe..
unforgettable day..
hehe..
very very fun..
but it was sad coz when it all dried out v had 2 scrap it all off coz v r having exams next monday..
n v wont b sitting in the same spot v use 2 sit..
hehe...
cool rite..
blekk...


well tat is like kinda end of our skool day lor..
the last day v would spend happily inside our classroom..
moreover i actually plan 2 take a pic of our class after the exams..
hehe...

exams!!!

exams is juz a week away!!!
in skool no1 is prepared!!
there all acting as though the exam is a year away
n i am acting ike tat as well
v dont study hard n keep fooling
but it is not actually our fault!!
the teachers r oso involved in tis fiasco!
ok v all noe tat teachers r suppose 2 teach but not MI teachers..
they oni noe how 2 take MC n oso coach sports..
so they rarely come into class..
they hav 2 b called 2 teach us
but when it comes 2 major exams the students actually succeed wit flying colours
ok..
4 my class..
more n more teachers r not coming into class
so like v get more n more lathargic

exams r juz like ghosts...
they come n haunt us everytime v hav not done well

so like y do governments do exams 4 when the teachers aren't coming into class
wat is the use...
v wouldn't b cutting down trees n wasting papers...

so here i am telling tat how can v do well when teachers aren't coming into class..

harry potty!!!

ok..
tis happened quite a few dayz ago...
where my sis,my lil bro n me were talking..
my bro was like playing n playing..
n he kacau me pulak
so i said naughty naughty...
at tat moment i was sms-ing wit 1 of my form 3 fren...
n he was asking me if tat do i hav any harry potter books
n i said yes
n he asked me wat books
so i wasn't sure...
n i asked my sis..
the convo was like tis:
me:erm...wat Harry Potty books do v hav ar???
sis:Harry Potty!!HAHAHAHA!!!!
*laughed n laughed(my sis,my lil bro n me laughed like mad)*
me:i mean Harry Potter!!
sis:i duno le..
me:v hav Half Blood Prince n wat??
sis:duno
me:Goblet of Fire rite...
sis:yea..
me:ok..thx..

-end of convo-

then i continued sms-ing
-end of wat had happened-

OMG!!still can't believe i said harry potty!!!
HARRY POTTY!!!!
all my lil bro fault lor..
kacau me n make me say "naughty naughty"
haih..now i say HARRY POTTY EDI!!!
haiyoyo!!

Freedom

i juz wan freedom
it has been ages since i got freedom
actually i never felt how freedom was
i wan freedom
i dun wan 2 follow u 2 Australia
i juz wan 2 stay home
i noe tat i will miz skool 4 10 dayz next year
but i still dun wan 2 go
2 wat i noe of Form 2 is a very hard year..
Form 1-juz taking baby steps
Form 2- being a teenager
Form 3-being a young adult
Form 4-an Adult
Form 5-Congratulations!u r a Senior

i tell u tat i wan freedom
GIV ME FREEDOM!!!!!!!!

Depression!!!

I'm depressed coz of exams


I'm depressed coz of the lack of effort i am putting in


I'm depressed coz of the marks i got b4 tis


I'm depressed coz of sum1 not replying my messages


I'm depressed coz of the amount of betrayal inside of me


I'm depressed coz of the peer pressure i am going through


I'm Juz a Depressed 13 year old Gal

dad pliz come home!!

sum of u who noes me n my sis
may noe abt tis
erm..actually i wanted 2 write tis yesterday edi but then reached home late..
hehe...

OK my dad like came bac from Australia 2 take care of us as my mum went 2 Japan when he reached in Malaysia

he came bac on the 16th of October wit a lot of goodies..YUM!!!
n he said 2 us tat he will b bac till 28 of October
so like it is 12 dayz witout mum but wit dad
so excited..
coz i reli missed my dad
it had been 3 months since i seen my dad

when he was bac
almost everyday v went shopping
but there also problems which my mum didn't take care off
everynite he did not sleep well bcoz of tis problems..
1 of it was my maids VISA!!!
c lar she noe how 2 go dating oni

ok ok bac 2 the point
my dad came bac 4 12 dayz
n those 12 dayz passed as if it was like air
by the time i knew it
it was Deepavali n mmy dad had 2 go bac 2 Australia
how sad...
so like tat is abt it lar..
i reli hope he will b bac soon



till the next post..
BYEZ....


ADELENE
I miss my daddy edi...
eventhough juz oni a day...

STUPID TS!!!!!!!

hey u out there..
OK i hav a guy in tis class
n his name is WONG TONG SHENG....
but v call him TONG SAMPAH!!!
mostly 90% of students in class hate him including me..
he is stupid,crazy,annoying,dirty minded,silly,idiotic,childish,irresponsible,lazy,unreliable,playful n oh ya..STUPID!!!!!!!
he is like the most terrible guy in class...
he juz noe how 2 make fun of ppl n dun care abt other ppl feelings which is like very lame....
he thinks he is so cool
i think tat he is almost like a form 3 guy who tries 2 act cool n look handsome but sadly their not..
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but it is the truth...
in our class there oni a few good looking boys but he is definitely not....
i think(i mean) in my opinion he look like rubbish...
he looks messy n he likes 2 brag..
his work is always not done..
n the worst is tat he likes 2 hit my head hard wit a book juz 4 no reason...
ok got more coming up soon but not now...so juz wait...
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

DEEPAVALI!!!

hey..
me here...
juz wanted 2 wish every indian ppl a very happy Deepavali...
hope u will celebrate it happily...
take care n hope 2 c u all after deepavali...

missing u...

hmmm.....
feelin kinda sd rite now coz u're not in penang
v rarely sms n v didn't talk on the phone 4 sumtime..
yesterday was the day v sms 4 abt 3 hours or so..
u said u was on a lrt in kl n looking at a couple wo was cuddling
n at tat time i wanna say tat i reli wished tat v could b 2gether...
it was so sweet of u 2 say tat u oso had wished tat u could cuddle me too...
reli missing u...
come bac from kl soon k...

my STUPID maid!!!!!!

ARGGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't stand it anymore
it almost seems as if i dun hav a kind part of myself anymore


OK since my dad came bac...
a lot of things had happened...
the biggest 1 is tat my maid is now like lie-ing even 2 my dad coz she has a bf edi..
n yesterday when she was at the clinic she had planned 2 meet tat bf of hers
4 info v r very close 2 my mum's nurse n my dad is in my mum's clinic
OK..back 2 the aggravating story....
she had asked my mum's nurse 2 actually send her 2 pic her bf from the bus stop...
WTF!!!
how dare she do it....
n guess wat she wan her 2 send her 2 a coffee shop nearby n juz leave her there
n when she finishesshe will call her 2 pic her up..
how rude is she...
who does she think she is
she is not the boss of us...
she doesn't pay us 2 bring u around...
n v hav been going 2 shopping complexes on n off 2 buy stuff tat v need...
n everytime v do she will ask her bf 2 come there n wait 4 her
n he does..he oso teman her walk here n walk there...
n v will go another place like popular 2 buy books lar..(DUH!!!)
as example...
1 day v went 2 PACIFIC
n suddenly she leaves us at an ice cream shop in the ground floor...
n she went 2 find hr bf n comes bac wit him
URGHHH!!!
n when v wer there she spends our time wit him...
how lame is tat
n 2day v going 2 jusco 2 go popular again
n he asked him 2 come again..
i wan die edi lar
actually i rather die than 2 live wit tis stupid thing....
i reli hate tis like hell
if i stay in the same house as her n sleeping in the same room
i will soon go crazy...
luckily when i get bac from home i dun hav 2 look at her face..
i will oni b alone wit my sis....

ARGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s.
I"M GONNA GO CRAZY SOON!!!!!!!!!
NOT TRYING FIND ATTENTION!!!!!!!

primary school!

k

i noe i noe

i skipped school 2day

n iwent 2 my old primary school

where i saw my old old teachers...

met wit my juniors...

met new students

n when i was there suddenly my memories from tat particular school juz came bac into my head

i actually can still remember my teachers name...

wow..wat a shock 4 me n my teachers..

most of my juniors juz came after me when i reached the school

n the oni thing tat they all did was juz hugged me n cried

there tears was full of joy asthey were too happy

1 of them actually knew tat i was coming

so she came early n waited 4 me...

so sweet of her

i saw my old class teacher who hasn't change abit..

from the attitude 2 the way of teaching n more

but there were a few things tat shocked me..

1 is tat the librian(Pn.Nora) had a baby boy...

2 my old english teacher....ahem.... i mean young n pretty teacher

got so slim n so pretty

she was reli slimmer than b4

it was the most shocking thing ever....

3 was tat my old class got transferred 2 the top left which oso the front part of the dewan

it doesn't juz stop there...it is oso the nearest 2 the toilet..T.T

busuk busuk

hehe...

when i reached there they were all shocked bcoz of my braces...

b4 i stopped my education at the primary school...

i wasn't wearing any braces at all

as i stopped going 3 school after i took my UPSR results..

after tat i straight went 2 KL 2 do my braces..

n i had never seen them since then...

i mean until now..

hehe...

i reli do miz my old school

i hav been studying ther 4 6 years

n every moment tat i hav been there was the most happiest time ever...

i reli do hope tat i can meet/see my juniors again...

n not oni tat

i hope tat v can 4eva keep in touch...

being like sisters...

take care n stay happy...

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

muacksss..

love them much....

b sure 2 keep in contact yea...

<

<<

gulibble-ness

hehe...dun reli noe how 2 speel it
i assume it is spelled tat way lar...
hehe..

erm..
tis is abt the same gal i wrote abt in the post called "frenz"
well tis is continuos coz all of the 5 galz ask me 2 write more abt "her"

ok..tis is like wat i had noticed 4 quite awhile edi lar...
my fren hav all been telling me tat she is actually juz using me
2day when i was at the assembly
i was left alone n she went wit the other form 1 class(2nd class)
n then
i went into the dewan alone...
so when i was heading 2wards my class line...
the other chinese galz was at their usual place chatting n stuf
so they called me lar
n i went
n then they said they had allr ead my blog edi..
n they asked me
if tat do uthink tat she is using me
then i look at her
n i said yea
after tat i juz like kept a distance from her when i went bac 2 class
n when i was in class
she juz kept on following
n i thought 2 myself on y was she following me now n y wasn't she talking 2 me b4
then i had known tat she was using me
but i didn't say anything
i juz kept quiet
as i din't wan 2 hurt her feelings
now i am here complaning abt it
n regretting abt it
(oh wow!!Adelene u reli did it...)
*sigh*
n the other thing...
mayb u all noe lar
i hav more guy frenz than gal frenz...
n i duno y
mayb coz i am closer wit them kut
hehe..
n then..
i realize tat when i talk wit them..
she will always follow me n when she see's guyz..she will mayb at least fix her hair nicely n act like very innocent
like tat lar
how lame is tat...
ARGHH!!!!!!
So geram wit her...
u dun even noe then n u wan 2 do like tat..
i noe lar u very pretty
(wit a very annoyed voice)


tis is 4 u..
u BIG FAT WHORE!!!!!!!!!
as i said whore....
u r juz stingy n juz wan all the attention
can u like jzu leave me alone
juz dun follow me around
when u hav no frenz in class dun come find me...
i dun wan 2 b used by a whore
u r such a BITCH
i jzu wan 2 b wit the others
u r not who i wan 2 b
the oni reason i spend my time on u is bcoz u keep on following me...

5 Alfa

ok here's the thing

i went 2 a form 5 class juz 2 meet wit the kelab kebudayaan bendahari

the name of the class is 5 Alfa

n almost most of the boys r like my frenz n they all noe me coz i always go their class 1

n then..when i went there..

the started 2 say or better shout my name juz 2 annoy me

n there was a guy name JAZ....

who like 2 ejek me 1 coz i very short...

so when i was talking 2 the teacher 2 ask if i can meet wit the bendahari...

he came up n started 2 measure my legs..

they all noe tat my legs r very short

so i was like so wat...

n then i very annoyed edi ma...

i showed tat little small finger in the middle...
do u all noe wat is it...
i think u all do..
.
tat's a bt it
my comment on them n especially the guy name JAZ is
~tat there actions r foolish as if there r still llike a child
~they do not respect teachers
~they do not respect ppl's privacy
~they hav no respect 4 themself
STUPID 5 ALFA BOYZ!!!!!!!!!!!
NOE HOW 2 KACAU ORANG NIA!!!!!!!!!

duno wan 2 write abt wat...

hihi

me here

ok dun reli noe wat 2 do lar coz tv busted..

haiz..

so tinggal write blog lar..

hehe...

erm..how n wat wan 2 write abt ar

hmm.....

wat abt i write abt wat happed after skool 2day

n mayb got sum during skool

ok found my tajuk edi but how wan 2 write

hmm.....

kk

i noe edi...

2start...

i was at skool n it was abt time 2 go bac edi....

most of the students were like already carrying their bag

n at tat very moment....

rain drops were like pouring everywhere..

i managed 2 reach the 3rd floor stairs without getting wet

by the time i reach the ground floor almost the whole of my skirt is like wet..

n my shoes aren't..

OMG!!!

but wait!!

by the time i reach the car park...

my shoes were totally wet...

n like water actually got into my shoes n socks!!'so it was all soggy

everywhere i walk i oni can feel water...

c'mon it's raining how can my hair not b wet

so yea..

my hair of course wet...

hehehe....

when i reach the "pondok"

from head 2 toe i was completely wet...

it was lucky of me 2 not wear my baju kurung 2day but my fren actually wore it n i didn't c her after skool at all

XD

the while i was waiting 4 the van tat everyday i take bac n forth

while i waited i saw most of the students saying tat their shoes r wet..

so i was like monologging

in my head

i was saying

ok i noe tat yr shoes r wet

not only yr shoes r wet but every1's shoes were wet...

so like SHUT UP!!!!!!

i mean i didn't actualy say it out loud

i was saying it inside my head...

hehehe...

ok bac 2 wat had happened

then the van finally came

so like v ran 2 it lar.... coz raining ma

hehehe....

so like..

talked n talked in the van abt mayb not coming 2 skool 2moro coz shoes all wet....

uniform oso kinda wet...

majority will not b coming 2 skool..

i think oni me n a boy will come 2 skool 2moro(i mean inside the van lar)...

okok bac 2 the point....

reached home...

was walking slowly 2wards the house porch n was holding wet letters in my hands....

i opened the house gate n door

i juz open them i haven't masuk yet ar...

wat i did was tat i

took off my shoes n socks...

i squeezed my socks n saw the amount of water from oni juz my socks...

then i pulak wash shoes abit 2 let the dirt fro my shoes come off...

coz if keep too long mayb next time cannot come out...

or mayb i juz wan kekemasan..

hehe..

LAME!!

then when finally masuk i switched on the fan in the 2nd dining room

n i put all the letters on the table n let it dry

i took some newspapers n put on a chair 2 dry my shoes n socks....

then i took my bath n after my bath i dried my skool uniform on the table n chair oso...

hehehe....

then had lunch n the oni thing i did after tat was sleep

hehe...

slept from 4 till 7

hehe...

when wake up kena from sis

coz he ringed the bell n no1 opened the gate

she een called me so like

die lar...

hehehe....

ok lar tat is actually the end of the rain thing lar...

my shoes...too wet edi...my shoe laces oso hav 2 dry out...

my examination pads all wet..

my school bag n file oso wet..dry under the fan

tis was how it looks when i was drying my stuf...fsee closer if u wanna noe wat it is..

the five people u meet in heaven..

tis book is abt a war veteran name Eddie
n on his 83rd Birthday he actually died coz he saved a little gal
from a falling ride...
n the last word he said b4 he died was 'GET BACK!!!!'
then...he had woken up in the after life...
feeling as good as a child..
n he was running abt coz he felt no pain at all
he oso tiba tiba ran into a person...
whom he had killed..
i mean when he was young lar...
so like tis kept continuing but he was in different places n different ages...
feeling older n older
he met wit 5 ppl when he was in heaven..
it is 2 show wat had he done when he was young...
it's a very interesting story..
n u can even mayb get addicted 2 tis book...
the books name is
The Five People You Meet In Heaven
the authors name is Mitch Albom
hope u all enjoy it...

birthday party!!!

Me here...
k..how 2 start of October...
n 2day i had a fren whose name was yi fang who turned 13 2day...
i actually held a b.day party on tis day
i invited her 2 come...
2 get ready i actually bought a RM32 chocolate mousse cake..
n it was like so damn small
i bought in a cafe called WEYSERN!!!!
it's such a cool cafe...
n all the workers there r so friendly...
i went there wit a few frenz who came early 4 the party
v walked 2 the cafe
i think it took abt 30 minutes 4 us 2 walk there coz my house is quite deep in inside the taman
n the cafe is quite far from my house...

i came bac at around 6 n it was nearly 7 like tat...
n guess wat..
i hadn't even taken my bath yet n gotten ready 4 the party..
so like when i came bac i quickly went 2 the toilet n took my bath....
at around 7.30 like tat...
ppl started coming in...
n then like they waited in the living room lor...
n when they all came edi
so v started the party...
had dinner n talked n talked...
so like tat was like totally wat had happed lar...
very lame..
yea i noe..
my sis actually said wanna do charades...
which mayb 2 sum ppl who is not clear abt it
charades is when sum1 acts sumthing out n v hav 2 guess wat is it..
so like..
i said i dun wan lor..
then turned out my party was so damn lame...

confused?!

how 2 start tis ar...
i cannot write it too deep in or not my sis pulak c
i mati lar...


erm...aiyo who cares lar...
she read ma read lar..
my sis wat...

ok here it goes...
as the whole Malaysia noe
the form 3 students had 2 take a major exam called PMR
n i haven't told any1 yet lar abt tis issue i'm having..

ok i hav a fren whom has a bro..
n the bro is a form 3 dude...
he had told me his feelings abt me
the week b4 he had their PMR...
n he oso had asked me
2 b his gf...


n i said after PMR
i'll tell u...
but it is already after PMR n he had just asked me again juz now...
n i had ntg 2 say so i spent the whole time hiding from him...

but 2 tell u the truth i am already liking sum1..
it is the same person whom i had wrote 2 in the earlier post....
n i dun hav the nerves 2 tell him tat...

i can't juz break his heart like tat..
so i was like thinking did i do the right thing of not telling him..
I'M SO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz feel like telling him..
Arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i can't keep him waiting all the time..
n i cant keep on hiding form him...
wat am i 2 do....
haiz....

frenz....................

hey..
erm..actually cannot tahan edi
always keeping tis inside myself...
i cannot stand another day going through tis in myself...

tis has been going on 4 a almost a week..
i hav always been the bad n good guy...
or gal..
hehehe...

tis is wat happened at skool 4 the past week..
feel like wan 2 die nia...

here it goes...
in my class there r 7 Chinese galz (including me)
hehehe...
n there r 5 of them who juz recently hated tis 1 gal
n it's not me k..

it's a gal name sze yee...
n she use 2 b like frenz wit the 5 galz in class...
the 5 galz are
1Yvonne Khoo Yee Wen
2Lim Shu Yee
3Khaw Vei Syuen
4Koh Yi Fang
5Jolyn Khoo Shen Ling
like best frenz
suddenly 1 day after the sivik drama
the 5 galz were no more frenz wit her
but 1 of them 5 galz was kinda like still frenz wit her lar...
tat gal was Jolyn Khoo Shen Ling
n i was oso frenz wit her...

then the 5 galz..were like kinda
errr.....
boy-coting her...
so i was like the mangsa coz i actually dun wan any enemies...
i noe tat sze yee is like kinda of a bitch but
very sakit hati wan c her all sad n no frenz...

v call her a bitch coz she juz wan attention from guyz n tat
she thinks tat all guyz tat looks in the same direction she is looking
likes her n she like totally bcomes a whore....


ok bac 2 the point...
there is also a teacher involved in tis prob
the teacher's name is
Mr.Aye Choy
v r like almost going into his room(office)..
coz of tis small prob

juz 4 info..
tis actually very small prob but sze yee made it into a big prob...
LAME!!!

now i am orang tengah n i duno wat 2 do
too wat i heard from her former best frenz...
they said tat she has been always talking bad stuff abt me...
wat hav i done 2 b talked about...
if not of my sympathism
u wouldn't even hav any chinese frenz...
coz i noe tat u noe tat none of the chinese in our skool likes u...
all of them juz says tat u r a BIG BITCH!!
n no boy actually looks at u k...
if there is they r juz very unlucky guyz...
u may think u hav a lot of frenz but u dun coz 4 yr info v r juz being frenz wit u
so tat v would not get into trouble...
u r juz using me till u hav the 5 other galz bac
i noe u r so pliz dun lie abt it
i am not stupid..
it is who u r...
u mayb b pretty but u r pretty stupid

so like it yr choice..
if u wanna hav more frenz start changing
coz nobody likes u from form 1- form 5
n i noe my words r harsh but i am telling the truth n letting out my feelings abt u bitch

juz go 2 HElL...
n juz stay there...


p.s
tis gal name sze yee doesn't hav a blog n she doesn't even noe abt tis post...
n Jolyn...
i told u edi tat i was writing abt u guyz..
so like u can ask the others 2 look at tis post but juz tell them not 2 tell the bitch...
byez...

finals schedule...

as u noe my finals r coming up soon...
till 2day i didn't realize tat they r coming up in juz less than 2 weeks..
n the worse part is.....
is...
is...
is...
is...
tat i haven't even hit the books..
i hav juz been fooling around..
wat am i 2 do....
i dun actually hav the intention 2 actually study...
i wan 2 study but i juz can't
n i dun even noe y....
izzit bcoz i am use 2 last minute studies....
y am i now still blogging..
i could hav been studying..
i noe the consequences if i do not do well in my finals...
but i hav not actually gone through them as every year in finals..
i would always do well n get into the 1st class
but tis year is totally diff
coz tis year is my 1st year of sec skool
i hav not experienced it b4...
10 months hav juz gone through like air..
v never reli noticed it but time reli goes by....
while i am writing tis...
i actually thought abt next year
i thought
would i move down 2 a lower class...
wat can i do b4 the exams
how can i hav the intention 2 study juz like my elder sis who is having her final hsc exam tis friday
how many hours should i study
wat subject should i study
should i still go 2 my study group meeting
wow...so many things in my head rite now...
haih....
my life is such a miserable life...
well...
my exam schedule is below nia....
take a look lar...
n it starts 3rd november till 11th november
juz b4 the holidays...
*sigh*

1st day(AHH!!!!!!!)
3rd november
Bahasa Malaysia 1(8.45-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Bahasa Malaysia (12.00-2.00)
2nd day
4th november
English 1(8.45-9-45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
English 2(10.40-12.10)
Geografi(12.45-2.00)
3rd day
5th november
BC 1/BT 1(8.45-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
BC 2/BT 2(10.30-12.30)
Pendidikan Seni 1(1.00-2.00)
4th day
6th november
Sivik(8.45-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Mathematics 1(10.30-11.45)
Mathematics 2( 12.15-2.00)
5th day
7th november
Science 1(8.45-9-45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Sciece 2( 10.45-2.00)
6th day
10th november
Sejarah(8.30-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Pendidikan Seni 2(11.00-2.00)
7th day(FINAL DAY!!!!!!!)
11th november
Pendidikan Moral(8.15-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Kemahiran Hidup Pilihan 1/2/4(11.30-2.00)

after tat
is juz FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PMR!!!!

PMR!!
wat does it come 2 in yr mind
of course 4 every1 it will b oni 1 thing
tat is
P-Peperiksaan
M-Menengah
R-Rendah

tis exam is a major exam..
it is 2 all form 3 students...
tis exam includes 2 wat they hav learnt 4 the past 3 years in skool...
so it's very very very very very very very very hard!!!

so i'm here 2 wish all form 3 students luck..
hope tat they will succeed wit flying colours...
2 the calons who r taking 8 subjects...
hope they will get 8 A's straight
n 2 the calons who r taking 7 subjects
n hope tat they will get 7 A's straight
Good Luck 2 them..
i'm lil old me always here 2 juz support all of u..
GAMBATEH!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!
all of u can do it!!!

my b.day

tis happened 12.02a.m


on the 11th of oct


which is my bday..





my mum came bac from work at 11.00p.m


1 hour till my bday


she came bac wit a black forest cake..


which was my favourite..


it was from Secret Recipe..


YUM!!!


then i already noe tat it is damn delicious..


but although i noe tat it is delicious..


i still hav 2 wait..


hehe...


coz haven't 12 yet..


T.T


so 2 let the time past i actually studied...


OMG!!!


wat a shocker...


hehehe...


while i was stuyding i kept on looking at my h/p clock..


i juz can't wait...


hehehe...


so i put alarm...


studied n studied...


till finally 11.59..


was so happy d...


my "abang angkat" sent me a message exactly at 12.00


then suddenly messages kept flowing in my inbox..


i think i had around 45 messages....


damn..


hav 2 reply all


hehe...


but was reeal happy coz even my primary skool juniors remembered my b.day


was so sweet of them..


miz u guyz..


i replied all till almost 2 a.m


hehehe...


coz celebrated my bday 4 45 minutes..


then back 2 stuyding again..


hehe..


studying n replying messages...


2day morning still had 2 reply 30 more...


b4 i went 2 skool n during skool


spent almost half my day at skool..


had kokurikulum


came bac from skool..


washed my shoes..


washed 2 of my bicycles n did some laundry


phew...so tired...


after tat i went 2 bath lar...


so hot n oso sweating...


BUSUK!!!BUSUK!!!





after bathing..was so selesa abit..








k..so like tat is about it lar..


hehehe...


i juz wan 2 say tis...








i juz wan 2 thank every1 who wished me...


especially my primary skool juniors..


thx 4 remembering it although it has been a while since i left skool


miz u all rite now...


i will try 2 come 2 skool 1day


juz 2 visit u all


thx 4 the wishes yea...











tis is juz 4 u mum...


i noe i hav been a burden 4 u


i understand tat u r having pressure coz dad is in australia


i will try my best 2 study hard n get good grades...


u hav brought me up 4 13 years..


full of love n care


i noe tat i am the black sheep of the family


i love u mum...


n thx 4 the wonderful cake...


muack!!!
my yummy cake

whole familypeace...my silly silly sis
my maid,me n my lil bro
making a wish

blowing the last candle

but although i had a fun time
i was feeling kinda sad coz tis is actually the 1st year my dad isn't here wit us..
n my bro is the 3rd edi..
how sad...
T.T

boring day!!

no teachers entered our class 2day..
was so damn bored n so damn noisy
got nothing 2 do...
all the students thought tat the stupid geo teacher will come
but unfortunately...
she didn't come
n all of them were like jumping wit joy coz most of them haven't finish her work...
...
hmm...wat is there 2 doin a boring day at skool??
v were not allowed 2 enter the computer room coz tat time no class...
no homework lar....
coz 2 days teacher never come in..
so........
v borrowed the 2nd class chinese students d UNO cards
played n played
MUAHAHAHA!!!
then 1 of them chinese students water tumbler fell n a lot of water spilled..
then......
there was a puddle in our class...
after tat..
i had an idea of jumping in tat puddle...
so i did...
n i didn't tell the other students who were sitting near by..
so i jumped 3 or 4 times n water was splashing everywhere...
the other students all kena the water splashes..
hehehe...
so damn FUN tat time...
then..when water all dried out..
the fun was all gone..
went 2 the boredom again..
almost fell asleep in clas...
had another idea..
go take a fren go kai kai around skool...
but the most classes v pass was form 5 class
duno y...
went bac 2 class..
slept 4 awhile then....
end of day lor...
go bac happily

This Is Me(Camp Rock)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZK8pVLYK8WI
go to tis link if u wanna hear the song..
my opinion..
it reli is a nice song...
i'll put in the lyrics oni....

LYRICS:

(Verse 1)
Always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say
But I have this dream bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know, to let you know

(Chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

(Verse 2)
Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

(Chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

(Verse 3)
Joe:
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you

Demi & Joe:
I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be


(This is me) You're the missing piece I need the song inside of me
(This is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head
(Yeah) The reason that I'm singing

Joe & Demi:
Now I've found Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me.....


hope all of u like tis song as much as i do...
enjoy yea...

Kemahiran Hidup...

monday
12.20 noon...
had kemahiran hidup...
was suppose 2 finish up my sewing project...
so i did..
n tat project was i was given a piece of paper...
n on tat papar we hav 2 draw an inch line...
so after v drew it finish...
v hav 2 use the sweing machine
but it wasn't the electric type..
tis is a sewing machine tat v hav 2 use 1 hand 2 spin the wheel
n our legs 2 move the needle....
it's so so hard...
coz i honestly hav never used an old fashioned sewing machine b4..
actually i reli hav never even touched any type of sewing machine..
hehehe....
yea i noe it's lame...
but i finally finished it in juz 30 minutes...
there were like crazy lines everywhere...
so frustrating doing it...
hopefully i'll get an A 4 tis sewing project...
GOD BLESS!!!



sorry no pics...
coz at skool ma how 2 take...
if next time i do again then mayb i take lor...
hehehe....

a gloomy day

KRING!!!!KRING!!!!

goes the SMKMI skool bell

tat bell had showed the end of the skool day..

but at tat moment it was raining cats n dogs...

i was heading 2wards the "pondok" 2 wait 4 my van...

my skool is like so so dumb...

ok..i walked in the rain 2wards the "pondok"..

it was so nice walking in the rain..

made my day actually

but my uniform got so totally wet i mean the pinafore not the shirt inside...

i waited patiently n talked wit frenz...

then....

after 10 minutes..

the van finally came but sadly...

it was raining heavier than b4...

so i was like damn tis rain...

but the uncle who was driving the van was kind enough 2 go inside the skool n let us go in...

when v were abt 2 go in...

v looked at the ground..

it was as if it is flooding..

so like v stepped on a rock n jumped 2 the van's open doors...

i was almost the last coz my house is the 2nd house tat was 2 b stopped...

so ok..

got wet again..

tis time bag n books got all wet..

n i said well it's ok..

at least i'm happier a lil bit...

ok then reached home oso same thing...

hav 2 jumped down..

haih....

went into the shade n opened the front doors as i was alone at home

open edi..

wat else 2 do go in lar..

inside the oni thing i did 1st was put my bag in the study room

n...

went 2 take my bath in refreshing ice cool water...

hehe...

then went 2 eat...

mm...

was eating toast although got so much nicer food

but i decided not 2 eat them...souprice

coz didn't feel like it...lauk pauk

so made a couple of toasts....the toaster i used..

i ate wit butter..

my toast..mmm....yummy...hehehe...

lagi lar....MMM.....

hehehe....

then went 2 watch tv 4 abit..

hehehe...

after watching tv switched on the com n ent 2 write tis post...

next i duno wat 2 do...

hehehe....

muz think....

skool is bac!!!

k,holidayz r over n skool is bac..
haih..
so damn lazy going bac 2 skool..
juz wanna sleep late n wake up late instead of sleeping n waking up early...
i noe i noe..
i sound like a spoiled brat...
but every child in the world will say the same thing...


skool...skool...
wat does the word skool mean 2 u??
it can mean thousands but...
4 me i think it is..
~studies(duh...of course)
~dating(mayb..hehe..)
~time wasting(could b)
~tired-ness
~boredom
~hell
~challenge
~sports
~fun
~friends
~activities
~Damn Teachers
~emotions
~homework
~exams
~results
~late nites
~uniforms
~bullies
~negative influences

there r many many more
but these were the oni ones in my head at tis moment...
hehe...
skool..
skool..
skool..
skool..
skool..
haih..


it is such a bore...haih..

my holidayz....

well my 1 week of raya holidayz juz suck...
had nothing 2 do..
was juz so bored at home...
there was not even 1 chance 4 me 2 g out n hav fun..
the oni time when i wanna go out was when i went 2 my frenz house 2 take my pics from her...
then cycled bac home..
haih...
so damn bored...
reli hav nothing 2 do in my head juz playing com all day..
haih..
was so bored till bored of playing com..
then when the last day of the raya holidayz came b4 the normal public holiday..
i juz remembered tat i haven't found my stpid F***ing sir's book..
was so damn dead..
coz i juz remembered it at nite when i was going 2 sleep..
so i planned 2 searched it the next day..
so i did...
hopefully i hav the luck 4 me 2 find it lar..
if not then i'll find it 2moro..
hehehe....
no matter wat i hav 2 find tat book...
haih..
n 2 top it off i hav a folio due on the 17th of October..
so so dead...
haih..
life is juz so unfair...
ARGHH!!!!!
hate my life...

my life is jinxed...
i am a person who is jinx..
i will 4eva hav bad luck
no matter how careful i am..

STUPID FOLIO!!

haih...
y muz teachers force the students 2 do folio..
y muz the skool tell the teachers 2 let the students do folios...
y muz the government make the skool 2 let the teachers force the students 2 do folios...
is there a reason y folios r being done all over Malaysia...
izzit a must 4 students 2 do them..
will there b any prizes/certificate 4 doing folios...
i think not
i think tat it is a juz a waste of time...
in a year students will b forced 2 do over 5 folios(per subject)each juz 4 a subject
izzit reli worth it...

although students hav already refuse 2 do folios
the teachers willl still giv them..
n the loss 4 students is either a visit wit the F***ing Headmaster/Headmistress
or even juz demariting yr marks on yr xoming exam paper..
n v all noe tat a folio is 50% 4 the final exam..
so wat r v 2 do abt it..
v can't juz fail..
any ideas on tis post??
juz send a comment yea..
thx

studies!!!!

ok i think u all might noe how i am feeling rite now...
mayb u hav went through tis b4
n mayb u hav not but i hav a thousand times
hav yr parents ever asked u on who r u stduying 4??
well mine hav...
n when i am studying
either my lil bro or my elder sis will oso b there or in a nother corner of the room oso studying...
my mum will usually 'puji' them wit a smile on their face..
but in the other hand..
4 me pulak...
she'll check on me the last..
n juz keeping giving me a lecture on how well my siblings study..
so like in my head...
i was juz saying or sumtimes even scolding my mum...
i always say the same thing..
i will say..
aren't i studying rite now...
can't u c there r books covering my table...
n i'm studying rite now..
r u blind or wat..
wat am i 2 do 2 at least get yr attention...
i am always the outcast in the family coz my academics r not as good as my sports...
i'm a more 2 sports student either than a studious student..
i'm more active in sports than in studies so wat....
y can't my mum juz let it b..
it's my future,my life n i think tat i should at least get sum privacy..
it juz isn't fair 2 compare between siblings..
i already can notice tat all my other siblings r better than me in studies
but hav u noticed..
neither 1 of them has ever gotten a medal 4 sports..
they will oni get awards 4 their achievements...
in each family there is sure an outcast
n in my family tat outcast is me..
i'm the most unloved,uncared,most scolded n given more responsibilities than the rest...
do they think i am a stranger or a maod 2 them...
is tis called as caring parents(my mum tat is..)
i hav more than enough problems in my life..
i noe u hav them too but my is worst coz i am still a student
not having a permanent job not having an work experiences at all

bcoz of u mum my 13 years of life hav juz been miserable especially tis year when i am form 1..
i noe tat u r juz loking out 4 me n wanting me 2 b smart but..
can u juz let me study on how i wan 2 study..
every1 has ways of studying...
i can't juz follow yr way...
tis is me,my brain,my life,my exam n my studies..
so like pliz
i juz BEG u 2
LEAVE ME ALONE 4 ONCE N JUZ LET ME B!!
4GET TAT I AM HOME
4GET TAT I EVEN EXIST TILL THE END OF THE EXAMS!!!
I JUZ WAN 2 B ALONE N NOT 2 B DISTURB OR INTERUPTED!!!

emo!!!!

ok..
it's me here wit my crappy posts in my stupid blog....
actually wat is the meaning of the word "EMO"
is there like a group 4 tis..
should teenagers b separating each other according 2 their feelings....
wat can v do 2 prevent teenagers being "EMO"
izzit fair 2 teenagers who aren't "EMO"
2 the the ppl who noes me...
am i counted as an "EMO" person??
or am i juz pretending 2 b 1...
i was wondering...
2 where did the word "EMO" come from..
izzit the opposite meaning/name of ELMO the cartoon character...
wat does reli mean..
should v actually b "EMO"....
2 "EMO" ppl out there...
wat is the main reason u r "EMO"??
hav u ever thought bac wat good is there on us being "EMO"
y don't u who is reading my post rite now think if tat r u an "EMO" person...



JUZ THINK!!!!!!!

sick-er....

hey
who hav read my earlier post abt me sick..
well tat was not as bad as now...
i am 2x more sick-er than last time..
n like WTF!!!hav exams coming...
very unlucky me..T.T
hehehe...
nose all blocked..
tongue has red spots or bumps like tat..
coughing badly..
bad soar throat..
sneezing non-stop..
can't taste anything..
can't smell anything..
luckily no fever yet..
phew...
well juz hope tat would get well b4 skool starts again..
hehe...
pray 2 GOD!!!!

hari raya......

ok..here it goes...
on the 1st of October..
it's a big celebration 2 all Muslims as tis day is known as Hari Raya...
tis is the day when Muslim children buy new clothes n pay a visit 2 their relatives n frenz houses..
when frenz visit frenz houses no matter wat race or wat culture..
well talking abt races...
since i was raised up in almost like a Malay environment...
coz was in a Malay skool 4 6 years..n tat was my primary years...
kinda miz those years...
2day morning when i woke up..
i straight went 2 sms-ing..
4 an hour i was juz wishing all my Malay teachers n frenz...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
n every message i sent there was a reply...
so was like answering their messages 4 another hour..
it was non-stop messaging...
phew..was tired..
ok continue 2 wat i wrote juz now...
then in those messages...
it all contained invites 2 raya in their house...
but all i could reply them was....

'sorry tp xleh dtg sbb x de transport nak p rumah u n i ni skrg x kat nibong tebal'

it was so hard-breaking 4 me 2 say tat coz was like kinda missing them as it has been 10 months...
v haven't even met 1...
miz them so much..
especially my 3 A group..
3 A means..
A-Amila
A-Affani
A-Adelene

i think u might noticed it edi..tat my BFFL r all Malays..
n they r all celebrating Hari Raya...
i spent 6 years wit them through ups n downs..
no matter wat...
they were the best any1 could find...
i oso miz my teachers...
En.Halim(my skool's koku teacher)
En.Ridzuan(the disciplinary)
En.Ishak(my sivik teacher)
En.Shukri(juz a normal teacher but was a great 1...)
En.Hudzairi(former primary skool headmaster)
Pn.Hashimah(my class,BM n PE skool teacher)
Pn.Zaiton(my science teacher)
Pn.Asiah(my English teacher)
Pn.Hamidah(my BM tuition teacher)
Pn.Nora(skool's librarian)
they were all great teachers..
n most of them r still teaching in my primary skool..
miz them all so much
hope they r all well

well tat is the end 4 tis post..
but b4 tat...
wishing all Muslims
SELAMAT
HARI
RAYA
&
MAAF
ZAHIR
DAN
BATIN!!!!!!!!!!