frenz....................

hey..
erm..actually cannot tahan edi
always keeping tis inside myself...
i cannot stand another day going through tis in myself...

tis has been going on 4 a almost a week..
i hav always been the bad n good guy...
or gal..
hehehe...

tis is wat happened at skool 4 the past week..
feel like wan 2 die nia...

here it goes...
in my class there r 7 Chinese galz (including me)
hehehe...
n there r 5 of them who juz recently hated tis 1 gal
n it's not me k..

it's a gal name sze yee...
n she use 2 b like frenz wit the 5 galz in class...
the 5 galz are
1Yvonne Khoo Yee Wen
2Lim Shu Yee
3Khaw Vei Syuen
4Koh Yi Fang
5Jolyn Khoo Shen Ling
like best frenz
suddenly 1 day after the sivik drama
the 5 galz were no more frenz wit her
but 1 of them 5 galz was kinda like still frenz wit her lar...
tat gal was Jolyn Khoo Shen Ling
n i was oso frenz wit her...

then the 5 galz..were like kinda
errr.....
boy-coting her...
so i was like the mangsa coz i actually dun wan any enemies...
i noe tat sze yee is like kinda of a bitch but
very sakit hati wan c her all sad n no frenz...

v call her a bitch coz she juz wan attention from guyz n tat
she thinks tat all guyz tat looks in the same direction she is looking
likes her n she like totally bcomes a whore....


ok bac 2 the point...
there is also a teacher involved in tis prob
the teacher's name is
Mr.Aye Choy
v r like almost going into his room(office)..
coz of tis small prob

juz 4 info..
tis actually very small prob but sze yee made it into a big prob...
LAME!!!

now i am orang tengah n i duno wat 2 do
too wat i heard from her former best frenz...
they said tat she has been always talking bad stuff abt me...
wat hav i done 2 b talked about...
if not of my sympathism
u wouldn't even hav any chinese frenz...
coz i noe tat u noe tat none of the chinese in our skool likes u...
all of them juz says tat u r a BIG BITCH!!
n no boy actually looks at u k...
if there is they r juz very unlucky guyz...
u may think u hav a lot of frenz but u dun coz 4 yr info v r juz being frenz wit u
so tat v would not get into trouble...
u r juz using me till u hav the 5 other galz bac
i noe u r so pliz dun lie abt it
i am not stupid..
it is who u r...
u mayb b pretty but u r pretty stupid

so like it yr choice..
if u wanna hav more frenz start changing
coz nobody likes u from form 1- form 5
n i noe my words r harsh but i am telling the truth n letting out my feelings abt u bitch

juz go 2 HElL...
n juz stay there...


p.s
tis gal name sze yee doesn't hav a blog n she doesn't even noe abt tis post...
n Jolyn...
i told u edi tat i was writing abt u guyz..
so like u can ask the others 2 look at tis post but juz tell them not 2 tell the bitch...
byez...

finals schedule...

as u noe my finals r coming up soon...
till 2day i didn't realize tat they r coming up in juz less than 2 weeks..
n the worse part is.....
is...
is...
is...
is...
tat i haven't even hit the books..
i hav juz been fooling around..
wat am i 2 do....
i dun actually hav the intention 2 actually study...
i wan 2 study but i juz can't
n i dun even noe y....
izzit bcoz i am use 2 last minute studies....
y am i now still blogging..
i could hav been studying..
i noe the consequences if i do not do well in my finals...
but i hav not actually gone through them as every year in finals..
i would always do well n get into the 1st class
but tis year is totally diff
coz tis year is my 1st year of sec skool
i hav not experienced it b4...
10 months hav juz gone through like air..
v never reli noticed it but time reli goes by....
while i am writing tis...
i actually thought abt next year
i thought
would i move down 2 a lower class...
wat can i do b4 the exams
how can i hav the intention 2 study juz like my elder sis who is having her final hsc exam tis friday
how many hours should i study
wat subject should i study
should i still go 2 my study group meeting
wow...so many things in my head rite now...
haih....
my life is such a miserable life...
well...
my exam schedule is below nia....
take a look lar...
n it starts 3rd november till 11th november
juz b4 the holidays...
*sigh*

1st day(AHH!!!!!!!)
3rd november
Bahasa Malaysia 1(8.45-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Bahasa Malaysia (12.00-2.00)
2nd day
4th november
English 1(8.45-9-45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
English 2(10.40-12.10)
Geografi(12.45-2.00)
3rd day
5th november
BC 1/BT 1(8.45-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
BC 2/BT 2(10.30-12.30)
Pendidikan Seni 1(1.00-2.00)
4th day
6th november
Sivik(8.45-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Mathematics 1(10.30-11.45)
Mathematics 2( 12.15-2.00)
5th day
7th november
Science 1(8.45-9-45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Sciece 2( 10.45-2.00)
6th day
10th november
Sejarah(8.30-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Pendidikan Seni 2(11.00-2.00)
7th day(FINAL DAY!!!!!!!)
11th november
Pendidikan Moral(8.15-9.45)
Rehat(9.50-10.00)
Kemahiran Hidup Pilihan 1/2/4(11.30-2.00)

after tat
is juz FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PMR!!!!

PMR!!
wat does it come 2 in yr mind
of course 4 every1 it will b oni 1 thing
tat is
P-Peperiksaan
M-Menengah
R-Rendah

tis exam is a major exam..
it is 2 all form 3 students...
tis exam includes 2 wat they hav learnt 4 the past 3 years in skool...
so it's very very very very very very very very hard!!!

so i'm here 2 wish all form 3 students luck..
hope tat they will succeed wit flying colours...
2 the calons who r taking 8 subjects...
hope they will get 8 A's straight
n 2 the calons who r taking 7 subjects
n hope tat they will get 7 A's straight
Good Luck 2 them..
i'm lil old me always here 2 juz support all of u..
GAMBATEH!!!!
JIA YOU!!!!
all of u can do it!!!

my b.day

tis happened 12.02a.m


on the 11th of oct


which is my bday..





my mum came bac from work at 11.00p.m


1 hour till my bday


she came bac wit a black forest cake..


which was my favourite..


it was from Secret Recipe..


YUM!!!


then i already noe tat it is damn delicious..


but although i noe tat it is delicious..


i still hav 2 wait..


hehe...


coz haven't 12 yet..


T.T


so 2 let the time past i actually studied...


OMG!!!


wat a shocker...


hehehe...


while i was stuyding i kept on looking at my h/p clock..


i juz can't wait...


hehehe...


so i put alarm...


studied n studied...


till finally 11.59..


was so happy d...


my "abang angkat" sent me a message exactly at 12.00


then suddenly messages kept flowing in my inbox..


i think i had around 45 messages....


damn..


hav 2 reply all


hehe...


but was reeal happy coz even my primary skool juniors remembered my b.day


was so sweet of them..


miz u guyz..


i replied all till almost 2 a.m


hehehe...


coz celebrated my bday 4 45 minutes..


then back 2 stuyding again..


hehe..


studying n replying messages...


2day morning still had 2 reply 30 more...


b4 i went 2 skool n during skool


spent almost half my day at skool..


had kokurikulum


came bac from skool..


washed my shoes..


washed 2 of my bicycles n did some laundry


phew...so tired...


after tat i went 2 bath lar...


so hot n oso sweating...


BUSUK!!!BUSUK!!!





after bathing..was so selesa abit..








k..so like tat is about it lar..


hehehe...


i juz wan 2 say tis...








i juz wan 2 thank every1 who wished me...


especially my primary skool juniors..


thx 4 remembering it although it has been a while since i left skool


miz u all rite now...


i will try 2 come 2 skool 1day


juz 2 visit u all


thx 4 the wishes yea...











tis is juz 4 u mum...


i noe i hav been a burden 4 u


i understand tat u r having pressure coz dad is in australia


i will try my best 2 study hard n get good grades...


u hav brought me up 4 13 years..


full of love n care


i noe tat i am the black sheep of the family


i love u mum...


n thx 4 the wonderful cake...


muack!!!
my yummy cake

whole familypeace...my silly silly sis
my maid,me n my lil bro
making a wish

blowing the last candle

but although i had a fun time
i was feeling kinda sad coz tis is actually the 1st year my dad isn't here wit us..
n my bro is the 3rd edi..
how sad...
T.T

boring day!!

no teachers entered our class 2day..
was so damn bored n so damn noisy
got nothing 2 do...
all the students thought tat the stupid geo teacher will come
but unfortunately...
she didn't come
n all of them were like jumping wit joy coz most of them haven't finish her work...
...
hmm...wat is there 2 doin a boring day at skool??
v were not allowed 2 enter the computer room coz tat time no class...
no homework lar....
coz 2 days teacher never come in..
so........
v borrowed the 2nd class chinese students d UNO cards
played n played
MUAHAHAHA!!!
then 1 of them chinese students water tumbler fell n a lot of water spilled..
then......
there was a puddle in our class...
after tat..
i had an idea of jumping in tat puddle...
so i did...
n i didn't tell the other students who were sitting near by..
so i jumped 3 or 4 times n water was splashing everywhere...
the other students all kena the water splashes..
hehehe...
so damn FUN tat time...
then..when water all dried out..
the fun was all gone..
went 2 the boredom again..
almost fell asleep in clas...
had another idea..
go take a fren go kai kai around skool...
but the most classes v pass was form 5 class
duno y...
went bac 2 class..
slept 4 awhile then....
end of day lor...
go bac happily

This Is Me(Camp Rock)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZK8pVLYK8WI
go to tis link if u wanna hear the song..
my opinion..
it reli is a nice song...
i'll put in the lyrics oni....

LYRICS:

(Verse 1)
Always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say
But I have this dream bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know, to let you know

(Chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

(Verse 2)
Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

(Chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

(Verse 3)
Joe:
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you

Demi & Joe:
I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be


(This is me) You're the missing piece I need the song inside of me
(This is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head
(Yeah) The reason that I'm singing

Joe & Demi:
Now I've found Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me.....


hope all of u like tis song as much as i do...
enjoy yea...

Kemahiran Hidup...

monday
12.20 noon...
had kemahiran hidup...
was suppose 2 finish up my sewing project...
so i did..
n tat project was i was given a piece of paper...
n on tat papar we hav 2 draw an inch line...
so after v drew it finish...
v hav 2 use the sweing machine
but it wasn't the electric type..
tis is a sewing machine tat v hav 2 use 1 hand 2 spin the wheel
n our legs 2 move the needle....
it's so so hard...
coz i honestly hav never used an old fashioned sewing machine b4..
actually i reli hav never even touched any type of sewing machine..
hehehe....
yea i noe it's lame...
but i finally finished it in juz 30 minutes...
there were like crazy lines everywhere...
so frustrating doing it...
hopefully i'll get an A 4 tis sewing project...
GOD BLESS!!!



sorry no pics...
coz at skool ma how 2 take...
if next time i do again then mayb i take lor...
hehehe....