Kemahiran Hidup...

monday
12.20 noon...
had kemahiran hidup...
was suppose 2 finish up my sewing project...
so i did..
n tat project was i was given a piece of paper...
n on tat papar we hav 2 draw an inch line...
so after v drew it finish...
v hav 2 use the sweing machine
but it wasn't the electric type..
tis is a sewing machine tat v hav 2 use 1 hand 2 spin the wheel
n our legs 2 move the needle....
it's so so hard...
coz i honestly hav never used an old fashioned sewing machine b4..
actually i reli hav never even touched any type of sewing machine..
hehehe....
yea i noe it's lame...
but i finally finished it in juz 30 minutes...
there were like crazy lines everywhere...
so frustrating doing it...
hopefully i'll get an A 4 tis sewing project...
GOD BLESS!!!



sorry no pics...
coz at skool ma how 2 take...
if next time i do again then mayb i take lor...
hehehe....

a gloomy day

KRING!!!!KRING!!!!

goes the SMKMI skool bell

tat bell had showed the end of the skool day..

but at tat moment it was raining cats n dogs...

i was heading 2wards the "pondok" 2 wait 4 my van...

my skool is like so so dumb...

ok..i walked in the rain 2wards the "pondok"..

it was so nice walking in the rain..

made my day actually

but my uniform got so totally wet i mean the pinafore not the shirt inside...

i waited patiently n talked wit frenz...

then....

after 10 minutes..

the van finally came but sadly...

it was raining heavier than b4...

so i was like damn tis rain...

but the uncle who was driving the van was kind enough 2 go inside the skool n let us go in...

when v were abt 2 go in...

v looked at the ground..

it was as if it is flooding..

so like v stepped on a rock n jumped 2 the van's open doors...

i was almost the last coz my house is the 2nd house tat was 2 b stopped...

so ok..

got wet again..

tis time bag n books got all wet..

n i said well it's ok..

at least i'm happier a lil bit...

ok then reached home oso same thing...

hav 2 jumped down..

haih....

went into the shade n opened the front doors as i was alone at home

open edi..

wat else 2 do go in lar..

inside the oni thing i did 1st was put my bag in the study room

n...

went 2 take my bath in refreshing ice cool water...

hehe...

then went 2 eat...

mm...

was eating toast although got so much nicer food

but i decided not 2 eat them...souprice

coz didn't feel like it...lauk pauk

so made a couple of toasts....the toaster i used..

i ate wit butter..

my toast..mmm....yummy...hehehe...

lagi lar....MMM.....

hehehe....

then went 2 watch tv 4 abit..

hehehe...

after watching tv switched on the com n ent 2 write tis post...

next i duno wat 2 do...

hehehe....

muz think....

skool is bac!!!

k,holidayz r over n skool is bac..
haih..
so damn lazy going bac 2 skool..
juz wanna sleep late n wake up late instead of sleeping n waking up early...
i noe i noe..
i sound like a spoiled brat...
but every child in the world will say the same thing...


skool...skool...
wat does the word skool mean 2 u??
it can mean thousands but...
4 me i think it is..
~studies(duh...of course)
~dating(mayb..hehe..)
~time wasting(could b)
~tired-ness
~boredom
~hell
~challenge
~sports
~fun
~friends
~activities
~Damn Teachers
~emotions
~homework
~exams
~results
~late nites
~uniforms
~bullies
~negative influences

there r many many more
but these were the oni ones in my head at tis moment...
hehe...
skool..
skool..
skool..
skool..
skool..
haih..


it is such a bore...haih..

my holidayz....

well my 1 week of raya holidayz juz suck...
had nothing 2 do..
was juz so bored at home...
there was not even 1 chance 4 me 2 g out n hav fun..
the oni time when i wanna go out was when i went 2 my frenz house 2 take my pics from her...
then cycled bac home..
haih...
so damn bored...
reli hav nothing 2 do in my head juz playing com all day..
haih..
was so bored till bored of playing com..
then when the last day of the raya holidayz came b4 the normal public holiday..
i juz remembered tat i haven't found my stpid F***ing sir's book..
was so damn dead..
coz i juz remembered it at nite when i was going 2 sleep..
so i planned 2 searched it the next day..
so i did...
hopefully i hav the luck 4 me 2 find it lar..
if not then i'll find it 2moro..
hehehe....
no matter wat i hav 2 find tat book...
haih..
n 2 top it off i hav a folio due on the 17th of October..
so so dead...
haih..
life is juz so unfair...
ARGHH!!!!!
hate my life...

my life is jinxed...
i am a person who is jinx..
i will 4eva hav bad luck
no matter how careful i am..

STUPID FOLIO!!

haih...
y muz teachers force the students 2 do folio..
y muz the skool tell the teachers 2 let the students do folios...
y muz the government make the skool 2 let the teachers force the students 2 do folios...
is there a reason y folios r being done all over Malaysia...
izzit a must 4 students 2 do them..
will there b any prizes/certificate 4 doing folios...
i think not
i think tat it is a juz a waste of time...
in a year students will b forced 2 do over 5 folios(per subject)each juz 4 a subject
izzit reli worth it...

although students hav already refuse 2 do folios
the teachers willl still giv them..
n the loss 4 students is either a visit wit the F***ing Headmaster/Headmistress
or even juz demariting yr marks on yr xoming exam paper..
n v all noe tat a folio is 50% 4 the final exam..
so wat r v 2 do abt it..
v can't juz fail..
any ideas on tis post??
juz send a comment yea..
thx

studies!!!!

ok i think u all might noe how i am feeling rite now...
mayb u hav went through tis b4
n mayb u hav not but i hav a thousand times
hav yr parents ever asked u on who r u stduying 4??
well mine hav...
n when i am studying
either my lil bro or my elder sis will oso b there or in a nother corner of the room oso studying...
my mum will usually 'puji' them wit a smile on their face..
but in the other hand..
4 me pulak...
she'll check on me the last..
n juz keeping giving me a lecture on how well my siblings study..
so like in my head...
i was juz saying or sumtimes even scolding my mum...
i always say the same thing..
i will say..
aren't i studying rite now...
can't u c there r books covering my table...
n i'm studying rite now..
r u blind or wat..
wat am i 2 do 2 at least get yr attention...
i am always the outcast in the family coz my academics r not as good as my sports...
i'm a more 2 sports student either than a studious student..
i'm more active in sports than in studies so wat....
y can't my mum juz let it b..
it's my future,my life n i think tat i should at least get sum privacy..
it juz isn't fair 2 compare between siblings..
i already can notice tat all my other siblings r better than me in studies
but hav u noticed..
neither 1 of them has ever gotten a medal 4 sports..
they will oni get awards 4 their achievements...
in each family there is sure an outcast
n in my family tat outcast is me..
i'm the most unloved,uncared,most scolded n given more responsibilities than the rest...
do they think i am a stranger or a maod 2 them...
is tis called as caring parents(my mum tat is..)
i hav more than enough problems in my life..
i noe u hav them too but my is worst coz i am still a student
not having a permanent job not having an work experiences at all

bcoz of u mum my 13 years of life hav juz been miserable especially tis year when i am form 1..
i noe tat u r juz loking out 4 me n wanting me 2 b smart but..
can u juz let me study on how i wan 2 study..
every1 has ways of studying...
i can't juz follow yr way...
tis is me,my brain,my life,my exam n my studies..
so like pliz
i juz BEG u 2
LEAVE ME ALONE 4 ONCE N JUZ LET ME B!!
4GET TAT I AM HOME
4GET TAT I EVEN EXIST TILL THE END OF THE EXAMS!!!
I JUZ WAN 2 B ALONE N NOT 2 B DISTURB OR INTERUPTED!!!

emo!!!!

ok..
it's me here wit my crappy posts in my stupid blog....
actually wat is the meaning of the word "EMO"
is there like a group 4 tis..
should teenagers b separating each other according 2 their feelings....
wat can v do 2 prevent teenagers being "EMO"
izzit fair 2 teenagers who aren't "EMO"
2 the the ppl who noes me...
am i counted as an "EMO" person??
or am i juz pretending 2 b 1...
i was wondering...
2 where did the word "EMO" come from..
izzit the opposite meaning/name of ELMO the cartoon character...
wat does reli mean..
should v actually b "EMO"....
2 "EMO" ppl out there...
wat is the main reason u r "EMO"??
hav u ever thought bac wat good is there on us being "EMO"
y don't u who is reading my post rite now think if tat r u an "EMO" person...



JUZ THINK!!!!!!!