i feel like crying?!

2nite i am promising myself tat i would change 2 b a better person n tat all of my mistakes i would handle it wit full of courage n responsibility eventhough i am scared of my mum!
after wat had happened 2nite!
i feel UBER bad abt my mum n dad!
tat they r working so hard n staying very far apart from each other!
n not as v use 2 live b4!
where dad used 2 come home every nite n mum sleeping a lil bit more early than now!
when mum was more happier n relaxed!
n dad use 2 take us to school instead of her!
it's a very sad moment when i saw her cry n the sound was like a knife being stabbed into my heart!
i felt like crying but i was scared tat my parents would c me n ask me y so i controlled myself n again i continued studying!

i had juz realized tat how much my parents went through in their old ages!
it's a cruel moment!
n now shes in her room alone doing paperwork!
n dad has 2 sleep on the floor in the study room where i am at now!
i feel so bad!
i wish tat tis would settle quick as i dun wan tis 2 continue everytime!

n i think it is time 4 me 2 sleep write now!
so i'll probably end the post rite now!

-sad piggy hoping parents would get bac 2gether again-

new braces!!

hey!bac again after so long!
well!
i juz recently went 2 KL due 2 my braces!
so tis was wat happen!
i thought in my head tat i would b able 2 FINALLY take off my braces
but instead!
i went n put braces in the lower part of my teeth n kept my upper part!
it's still very uncomfortabble 4 me!!!
which i so still can't get used 2!
i did it on 25th July 2009 in Summit Shopping Complax in my aunty's clinic!
i hav like ulcers due 2 the scraping of skin in my mouth!
can't even eat properly!
so i'll probably not eat 4 2 days or hopefully more!
hehe..
a chance 4 me 2 loose weight!
lol..XD

n oh ya!
my sis Jacq Jacq did the same thing too!
so both of us r like the braces sisters!
hehe..

it hurts!?!

well oso gonna b short!
as i told ya hav 2 study!

due 2 my prior post i told ya i hav a severe sore back!
n 2day it got worse!
u know y??
let me start from the beginning(in short form)
last week on tuesday
my ffriends Siew Wen n Darren were like competing on whoever can finish tis particular book the fastest which was 606
coz Darren actually took 4 months juz 2 finish tat same book
n they bet if Siew Wen can finish tat book in a week!
n so she sure did but she was a few minutes late!
coz the timeline was till 3 or 4 2day(not reli sure)
well b4 she could take her lifepac
she had taken her last self test n i as a sincere friend was supporting her n doing all the best i can but at last i got hurt
they were trying 2 close the doors so she could not come in n so i fought wit him to not close the door n all the boyz were like strong n i was the oni girl fighting n saying by the amount coz theye are oni 2 girls in my class n i think abt 6 or 7 boyz in my class
so they tickled me n carried me 2 a side n my head had hit the floor n my bac hid the door knob soo tat was when it got worse
i juz laid on the floor crying in pain!
it felt as if my lumbar was broken!
but it didn't thank God!
n soo tat is my story
n it still hurts a lot!!
i will pray super duper hard juz 4 it 2 heal as fast as possible n not serious injuries had occurred!
so until here oni lar!

i gotta go n study!
n practice guitar notes
nitez!!

-Piggy out of blogspot n agonizing in excruciating pain-

Sore Back?!!

i have a sore back!
yes i hav a sore bac!
n it happened 2day evening!
i hav no idea y?!
but everytime i move it juz feels like it is poking me wit a humongous needle
i hate when i get tis!
it's like the 2nd time i got it!
n when it happened the 1st time!
i like juz stayed in bed the whole day!luckily it was on a sunday at tat time!
n now i got it on a sunday but i had guitar class so i had 2 get up outta bed n even worse i gotta go 2 school 2moro!
soooo due 2 tat thingy i gotta sleep now!

until here nia lar
later guyz n galz!

well...i do hope my back get's better soon?!
i'll pray 2 God 4 healing!

so yea!!
gonna go zzz d!

-Piggy off 2 bed-