hey piggy here!
well...
i think most of u already knew way bac into the past tat i am moving 2 aussie n in the middle i had sum probs!
but now i am 4 sure moving as i already sign up 4 my school next year!
a lot hav been asking when i would be moving and tis post is 4 all of you guyz
i'm flying of o the 25th of november!
i still ain't sure abt wat time i would b going lar!
when i know wat time i would post it up all here k!
STUDIES....hmm...
i think i'm still freaking slow!
but i'm seriously working my butt off rite now!
less sleep less eating n the cause is loss of 4 kg!
i am not sure if i should continue like tis coz it is reli stressfull n it's not good 4 our health!
well,taking diagnostic test 4 language arts 2moro!
juz hope tat i would b able 2 go 2 grade 808
so tat i would b able 2 finish all my grade 8 books b4 i go 2 aussie end of tis year!
well,all of u pliz pray 4 me!
it's reli a big step 4 me!
n i'm freaking out!
haih!
i'm left wit a few hours b4 the day ends!
so i reli hav 2 go rite now!
Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sadness. Show all posts
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
it's been so long!!!
wow!
it has been almost 2 months without computer n internet!
let me tell u wat happen!
on 1 not so fine sunday!
after music class
i took a or mayb i slept till 7p.m. as soon as i got home from the office
at tat time my lil bro said tat sumting happened 2 the comput5ter but i didn't care so i went bac 2 sleep 4 another half an hour due 2 a sound of a honk aat my front gate!
found out tat my lil bro called sum1 2 come 2 fix the com!
but he called tat guy 2 change or windows xxp to windows vista which made all my files juz go *POOF*
n in an instant all my files went missing
then v went 2 send it 4 repairs so tat they can retrieve bac all those files again
after a few days it came bac n even worse!
the computer couldn't even on again
so as weeks go by without internet
my blog got even more MIA!
so now hav 2 update d
teeeheee....
it has been almost 2 months without computer n internet!
let me tell u wat happen!
on 1 not so fine sunday!
after music class
i took a or mayb i slept till 7p.m. as soon as i got home from the office
at tat time my lil bro said tat sumting happened 2 the comput5ter but i didn't care so i went bac 2 sleep 4 another half an hour due 2 a sound of a honk aat my front gate!
found out tat my lil bro called sum1 2 come 2 fix the com!
but he called tat guy 2 change or windows xxp to windows vista which made all my files juz go *POOF*
n in an instant all my files went missing
then v went 2 send it 4 repairs so tat they can retrieve bac all those files again
after a few days it came bac n even worse!
the computer couldn't even on again
so as weeks go by without internet
my blog got even more MIA!
so now hav 2 update d
teeeheee....
Saturday, August 08, 2009
i feel like crying?!
2nite i am promising myself tat i would change 2 b a better person n tat all of my mistakes i would handle it wit full of courage n responsibility eventhough i am scared of my mum!
after wat had happened 2nite!
i feel UBER bad abt my mum n dad!
tat they r working so hard n staying very far apart from each other!
n not as v use 2 live b4!
where dad used 2 come home every nite n mum sleeping a lil bit more early than now!
when mum was more happier n relaxed!
n dad use 2 take us to school instead of her!
it's a very sad moment when i saw her cry n the sound was like a knife being stabbed into my heart!
i felt like crying but i was scared tat my parents would c me n ask me y so i controlled myself n again i continued studying!
i had juz realized tat how much my parents went through in their old ages!
it's a cruel moment!
n now shes in her room alone doing paperwork!
n dad has 2 sleep on the floor in the study room where i am at now!
i feel so bad!
i wish tat tis would settle quick as i dun wan tis 2 continue everytime!
n i think it is time 4 me 2 sleep write now!
so i'll probably end the post rite now!
-sad piggy hoping parents would get bac 2gether again-
after wat had happened 2nite!
i feel UBER bad abt my mum n dad!
tat they r working so hard n staying very far apart from each other!
n not as v use 2 live b4!
where dad used 2 come home every nite n mum sleeping a lil bit more early than now!
when mum was more happier n relaxed!
n dad use 2 take us to school instead of her!
it's a very sad moment when i saw her cry n the sound was like a knife being stabbed into my heart!
i felt like crying but i was scared tat my parents would c me n ask me y so i controlled myself n again i continued studying!
i had juz realized tat how much my parents went through in their old ages!
it's a cruel moment!
n now shes in her room alone doing paperwork!
n dad has 2 sleep on the floor in the study room where i am at now!
i feel so bad!
i wish tat tis would settle quick as i dun wan tis 2 continue everytime!
n i think it is time 4 me 2 sleep write now!
so i'll probably end the post rite now!
-sad piggy hoping parents would get bac 2gether again-
Sunday, July 12, 2009
it's a choice to make?
hey ya'll
here's more crap 2 come!
well it's been a bz week!
every1 is starting 2 leave home n soon no1 would b here!
on Thursday my bro went bac!
which was a sad day!
next is my maid
who is going bac home 2 get married but she will mayb come bac if she wanted to!
n my sis who is going bac on the 19th
it was reli nice having her at home!
well,here's the deal!
i wonder if tat should i move 2 Australi next year
coz my mum said tat i'll b going there next year!
so do u think it is a good idea 4 me 2 go there?!
it's been in my mind 4 a long time!
so should i!?
here's more crap 2 come!
well it's been a bz week!
every1 is starting 2 leave home n soon no1 would b here!
on Thursday my bro went bac!
which was a sad day!
next is my maid
who is going bac home 2 get married but she will mayb come bac if she wanted to!
n my sis who is going bac on the 19th
it was reli nice having her at home!
well,here's the deal!
i wonder if tat should i move 2 Australi next year
coz my mum said tat i'll b going there next year!
so do u think it is a good idea 4 me 2 go there?!
it's been in my mind 4 a long time!
so should i!?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
it hurts!?!
well oso gonna b short!
as i told ya hav 2 study!
due 2 my prior post i told ya i hav a severe sore back!
n 2day it got worse!
u know y??
let me start from the beginning(in short form)
last week on tuesday
my ffriends Siew Wen n Darren were like competing on whoever can finish tis particular book the fastest which was 606
coz Darren actually took 4 months juz 2 finish tat same book
n they bet if Siew Wen can finish tat book in a week!
n so she sure did but she was a few minutes late!
coz the timeline was till 3 or 4 2day(not reli sure)
well b4 she could take her lifepac
she had taken her last self test n i as a sincere friend was supporting her n doing all the best i can but at last i got hurt
they were trying 2 close the doors so she could not come in n so i fought wit him to not close the door n all the boyz were like strong n i was the oni girl fighting n saying by the amount coz theye are oni 2 girls in my class n i think abt 6 or 7 boyz in my class
so they tickled me n carried me 2 a side n my head had hit the floor n my bac hid the door knob soo tat was when it got worse
i juz laid on the floor crying in pain!
it felt as if my lumbar was broken!
but it didn't thank God!
n soo tat is my story
n it still hurts a lot!!
i will pray super duper hard juz 4 it 2 heal as fast as possible n not serious injuries had occurred!
so until here oni lar!
i gotta go n study!
n practice guitar notes
nitez!!
-Piggy out of blogspot n agonizing in excruciating pain-
as i told ya hav 2 study!
due 2 my prior post i told ya i hav a severe sore back!
n 2day it got worse!
u know y??
let me start from the beginning(in short form)
last week on tuesday
my ffriends Siew Wen n Darren were like competing on whoever can finish tis particular book the fastest which was 606
coz Darren actually took 4 months juz 2 finish tat same book
n they bet if Siew Wen can finish tat book in a week!
n so she sure did but she was a few minutes late!
coz the timeline was till 3 or 4 2day(not reli sure)
well b4 she could take her lifepac
she had taken her last self test n i as a sincere friend was supporting her n doing all the best i can but at last i got hurt
they were trying 2 close the doors so she could not come in n so i fought wit him to not close the door n all the boyz were like strong n i was the oni girl fighting n saying by the amount coz theye are oni 2 girls in my class n i think abt 6 or 7 boyz in my class
so they tickled me n carried me 2 a side n my head had hit the floor n my bac hid the door knob soo tat was when it got worse
i juz laid on the floor crying in pain!
it felt as if my lumbar was broken!
but it didn't thank God!
n soo tat is my story
n it still hurts a lot!!
i will pray super duper hard juz 4 it 2 heal as fast as possible n not serious injuries had occurred!
so until here oni lar!
i gotta go n study!
n practice guitar notes
nitez!!
-Piggy out of blogspot n agonizing in excruciating pain-
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Sore Back?!!
i have a sore back!
yes i hav a sore bac!
n it happened 2day evening!
i hav no idea y?!
but everytime i move it juz feels like it is poking me wit a humongous needle
i hate when i get tis!
it's like the 2nd time i got it!
n when it happened the 1st time!
i like juz stayed in bed the whole day!luckily it was on a sunday at tat time!
n now i got it on a sunday but i had guitar class so i had 2 get up outta bed n even worse i gotta go 2 school 2moro!
soooo due 2 tat thingy i gotta sleep now!
until here nia lar
later guyz n galz!
well...i do hope my back get's better soon?!
i'll pray 2 God 4 healing!
so yea!!
gonna go zzz d!
-Piggy off 2 bed-
yes i hav a sore bac!
n it happened 2day evening!
i hav no idea y?!
but everytime i move it juz feels like it is poking me wit a humongous needle
i hate when i get tis!
it's like the 2nd time i got it!
n when it happened the 1st time!
i like juz stayed in bed the whole day!luckily it was on a sunday at tat time!
n now i got it on a sunday but i had guitar class so i had 2 get up outta bed n even worse i gotta go 2 school 2moro!
soooo due 2 tat thingy i gotta sleep now!
until here nia lar
later guyz n galz!
well...i do hope my back get's better soon?!
i'll pray 2 God 4 healing!
so yea!!
gonna go zzz d!
-Piggy off 2 bed-
Sunday, June 14, 2009
It's Finally over!!!
*SIGH*
the school bell is finally gonna get bac 2 work!
n every student in the whole Malaysia would b having school again!
it's wat v say a boring new term!
waking up early
taking our bath!
some may eat breakfast n sum may not
being in the assembly line every morning
having school activities!
thousands of books in hands
millions of steps on the stairs
heavy bags behind our bags
sweating ourselves our due 2 the very very low quality of the school 'penjagaan'
(lol...duno how 2 say it)
but most of all looking at friends n teachers!
as all students know!
the word H-O-L-I-D-A-Y is finally over!
n 2moro it's bac 2 old ugly blue n white uniforms!
YUCK!
homework would hav 2 b passed up!
scoldings from parents n teachers!
n even worse our Mid Term results!
ARGH!!!
juz hate it!
then bac home wit more homework n late nites!
due 2 burning the fuel away!
bac 2 folios n assignments
writing essays
tuitions!
mayb 2 sum couples a lil bit of ahem ahem!
n being wit each other!
hehe..
well...
giv u guyz sumthing lar!
HOMEWORK not done n i'm 100% fooling around here!
sooooo i kinda gotta go off d!!
lol
well...i reli do wish i could write more but i sooo can't!
so yea!
well...
i gotta say BYE BYE to every1 who actually reads my dead blog
n my blog would soon turn even more dead again
lol...
n err!!!!
oh ya!
HAPPY STUDYING u guyz!
dun get stressed out k!
i'll write if i can again!
mayb on weekends i'll write how my week was!
tat'll b a blast wont it!
lol..
tones n tones of stuff 2 write i think!
-Piggy walking bac 2 her room lazyly-
p.s Piggy is always lazy in wateva she does except on the guitar n amateur dancing..
the school bell is finally gonna get bac 2 work!
n every student in the whole Malaysia would b having school again!
it's wat v say a boring new term!
waking up early
taking our bath!
some may eat breakfast n sum may not
being in the assembly line every morning
having school activities!
thousands of books in hands
millions of steps on the stairs
heavy bags behind our bags
sweating ourselves our due 2 the very very low quality of the school 'penjagaan'
(lol...duno how 2 say it)
but most of all looking at friends n teachers!
as all students know!
the word H-O-L-I-D-A-Y is finally over!
n 2moro it's bac 2 old ugly blue n white uniforms!
YUCK!
homework would hav 2 b passed up!
scoldings from parents n teachers!
n even worse our Mid Term results!
ARGH!!!
juz hate it!
then bac home wit more homework n late nites!
due 2 burning the fuel away!
bac 2 folios n assignments
writing essays
tuitions!
mayb 2 sum couples a lil bit of ahem ahem!
n being wit each other!
hehe..
well...
giv u guyz sumthing lar!
HOMEWORK not done n i'm 100% fooling around here!
sooooo i kinda gotta go off d!!
lol
well...i reli do wish i could write more but i sooo can't!
so yea!
well...
i gotta say BYE BYE to every1 who actually reads my dead blog
n my blog would soon turn even more dead again
lol...
n err!!!!
oh ya!
HAPPY STUDYING u guyz!
dun get stressed out k!
i'll write if i can again!
mayb on weekends i'll write how my week was!
tat'll b a blast wont it!
lol..
tones n tones of stuff 2 write i think!
-Piggy walking bac 2 her room lazyly-
p.s Piggy is always lazy in wateva she does except on the guitar n amateur dancing..
Friday, June 12, 2009
2moro is the BIG day!!
well,as 2 my earlier post u guyz might all know tat i will 4sure hav a recital on 13th of June n on a Saturday nite n like i juz came bac yesterday from camp
n tat i had tones of homework 2 do n blahblah blah!
it's gonna b short coz i gotta get bac 2 practicing
well,err...
ya 2moro is the Big day n like how i spent tis day yesterday was 2 do my homework n straight 2 guitar but it went all wrong coz from morning i juz went 2 the computer n stayed on the chair the whole day!!!
n not do anything but computer till now!
kinda lame n STUPID!!!
ya i know i'm stupid!
arghh!
but 2day is also the last day of holiday freedom!
coz after tis i'll b right bac 2 studying day n nite n using the com whenever i can lar!
urghhh!!!
i juz hate it!
well...i hope tat any1 reading tis would 4 sure pray 4 me coz i need it a lot!
lol...
n if any1 does
i reli do appreciate it!
n take care guyz!
-Piggy off 2 practice guitar again!-
c ya later aligator!
n tat i had tones of homework 2 do n blahblah blah!
it's gonna b short coz i gotta get bac 2 practicing
well,err...
ya 2moro is the Big day n like how i spent tis day yesterday was 2 do my homework n straight 2 guitar but it went all wrong coz from morning i juz went 2 the computer n stayed on the chair the whole day!!!
n not do anything but computer till now!
kinda lame n STUPID!!!
ya i know i'm stupid!
arghh!
but 2day is also the last day of holiday freedom!
coz after tis i'll b right bac 2 studying day n nite n using the com whenever i can lar!
urghhh!!!
i juz hate it!
well...i hope tat any1 reading tis would 4 sure pray 4 me coz i need it a lot!
lol...
n if any1 does
i reli do appreciate it!
n take care guyz!
-Piggy off 2 practice guitar again!-
c ya later aligator!
I cried 2day!!
well,obviously tears rolled down my bumpy cheeks due 2 pimples!
n the oni reason i cried was bcoz like i was looking at pics of my prior schools's choral speaking team!
n it made me think how much i miss them!
their laughter
their teamwork
n their voices
i still can remember evry single voice of theirs in my head!
n yes my teacher
my dearly beloved teacher
Puan Josephine!
yr smile juz makes me wanna smile n come bac 2 MI
juz 2 c u guyz!
it has oni been half a year witout see-ing u guyz n tis juz makes me mad!!
i can't go on like tis!
i need 2 talk or juz even c my MI friends again!
i can't stand it anymore!
writing tis post juz makes me wanna cry!
-Piggy has 2 b alone-
n the oni reason i cried was bcoz like i was looking at pics of my prior schools's choral speaking team!
n it made me think how much i miss them!
their laughter
their teamwork
n their voices
i still can remember evry single voice of theirs in my head!
n yes my teacher
my dearly beloved teacher
Puan Josephine!
yr smile juz makes me wanna smile n come bac 2 MI
juz 2 c u guyz!
it has oni been half a year witout see-ing u guyz n tis juz makes me mad!!
i can't go on like tis!
i need 2 talk or juz even c my MI friends again!
i can't stand it anymore!
writing tis post juz makes me wanna cry!
-Piggy has 2 b alone-
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